Live for the moment.

I don't want to get old. I don't want people I love to leave me.

I have a theory that something bad always happens with something good. I hope it is not true. I hope I do not have to lose people to gain others.

I know I need to live for the moment. Treat every day as though it were my last. I know I can't worry about things that are out of my control. I am a very selfish individual.

I wish happiness did not take so much work. I want to be happy. I don't want to have little sparks of insanity where all I want to do is crawl in a hole. Then again, I think everyone has that feeling now and then.

I miss my friends. I suddenly feel so far away from everyone.