Cabin Fever.

It is amazing how you grow up and things that used to be important to you, petty things, are not longer important to you.
It is amazing that you can throw away something so pure and wonderful just because you are a stupid kid and you do not know how to accept it.
I am ready for whatever happens and whatever comes my way.
I am going to be happy.
I have spent too long in the shadows, thinking that I will never be happy.

I have a lot to say about many things. Things that I cannot talk about right now.
Hopefully, if it all works out I will tell you in the future.

Woozers.

I went to a Riverkings Hockey game last night. Loved every second of it. I forgot how much I loved the thrill of a Hockey game.

Had Central BBQ...yum.
Today I have done nothing! I don't even have to go to work because of the snow!
That, my friends, is a beautiful thing.

Bundle of Joy.

Something to mark off my list to do before I die: Hold a new born baby.

Her name is Gracyn Ella and she is beautiful.

My weekend.

The boy came into town. I can safely say that I have not had that much fun with a guy in a while. I can be myself around him. We have a history. We know eachother. We both have changed so much, for the good. I am happy. To be continued...

Open your eyes.

I am beginning to see that life really is what you make it.
You choose how you react to situations that come your way.
Happiness does not come easy to anyone and you have to work at it everyday.
I can't believe it took me so long to understand this.

There is going to be a thunderstorm tonight. I am excited.
Love.

Im a B.

Sometimes I can be really mean. Like when I am tired or worried about something. I was rude to my mom tonight. Then she started dishing it back to me. So I said something really crappy. I am a bad daughter. I feel really bad. She is sad all of the time and I wish I could make her happy. I go back to being that stupid teenager that is angry at the world and my mom gets to be the one to hear it all. I am going to stop because it is not cool and she in no way deserves that. I just hope she knows that she is what keeps me together and I love her.

No Motivation

Seriously.
What am I doing?
School is not as demanding this time.
I am wasting the days away.

I miss this boy. I wish he lived closer. We are on the DL for now. haha. The funny thing is you already know.

I love you my friends.

Bananas

This morning...
I woke up late for a car appointment because I was tired.
Then I tripped over Athena and hit my head on the door.
Then my car was iced shut.
It took me twenty minutes to get it thawed out.
I took my car to the dealer, thinking this day is not that bad.
Then I was told it was going to take $2000 to fix my car.
I kept my coolness. Vented to some people, as I am now.
This lady cut me off in traffic and I almost wrecked my sisters car.
I swore a lot.
That was my breakdown.
Then I went on with my day.

I have nothing important to say.
Blah.
Now I too want a perm.

Keep Moving

I love having friends that push me to do different things. It makes me want to get up and go or try something new. Love it.

I am having fun with Joanna, Mark, Jack, and most importantly, Snuggles. I love being here. I think I will move here...someday. Thanks for having me. :)

I have no new news that I would like to share at this point in time.

Just know...Things are going well.

Love.