well...

I am trying to post on people's blogs, but this thing won't let me...It says choose a profile...well, I don't have one of those so it won't let me. help.

I want to go to:

Maine, California, New York, New Mexico, Oregon, North Carolina, and....that's it for now.
I hope to make these trips with the boyfriend and friends.

I am going to plan a trip to Germany within the next three years. I also would like to go to Rome. Even if I have to save every penny and work over-time these trips will happen.

I am moving to Nashville after graduation and the boards. I hope I find a job I love and can learn a lot from. I think I want to work in a rehab hospital, but I will let you know after my pediatrics rotation. I love kids, lets see if I love them enough to work with them.

I am going to go to a pumpkin patch tomorrow with my friend Stephanie. It should be a hoot.

weird

I kind of want to see Skyline...I want to see if we whoop alien butt.
I do  not, however want to see Saw or Paranormal Activity. That shiz is just nuts.

I do not like jelly beans. I thought I did. They make my stomach hurt. That goes for all gummies.
I am trying to practice self-control. It is going well. I teach it to my patients so you would think I need to work on it as well.
Boop.

I don't speak Spanish.

One of my clients speaks Spanish and I understand her better than some of my English speaking folks.

I got dizzy for no reason today. I feel weak...possibly anemia. Only a blood test will tell.

Ready for Friday...I get to go see a  bunch of plantations this weekend. Let hope it works out that way. I will find the best one to take Joanners and anyone else that visits me to.

I found a song...

That really is how I feel about my relationship with Stephen. I am so glad that there are second chances and I am so lucky to be with him.

OneRepublic- "All This Time"

Take all the time lost
All the days that I cost
Take what I took and give it back to you

All this time
We were waiting for each other
All this time
I was waiting for you
We got all these words
Can't waste them on another
So I'm straight in a straight line
Running back to you

I don't know what day it is
I had to check the paper
I don't know the city
But it isn't home
But you say I'm lucky to love something that loves me
But I'm torn as I could be wherever I roam
Hear me say
All this time we were waiting for each other
All this time I was waiting for you
We got all these words
Can't waste them on another
So I'm straight in a straight line
Running back to you

I wish.

I had a roommate or that someone could live with me until I leave here. I am lonely as hell. THIS SUCKS. 

Monday.

Today was the beginning of week 4 of Fieldwork....which means...8 weeks left.
I am too tired to take Athena for a walk, but I can't disappoint her.
Both my groups went well.
I am ready to go to bed right now.
I want some company.

This week I am making...

Hamburger Soup:

 

















and...Pumpkin Bread:

Weekend.

Stephen called me last night. He said he was sad he could not make it to the wedding because he wanted to dance with me...that is so sweet.

I caught the boquet  last night, which doesn't mean I am the next one...hehe. I was just shocked as hell to catch something. If any of you know me I run away when things are thrown at me. haha.

I have to go back to Louisiana today. I am sad. I want to stay home. But...I will be getting company in 26 or so days. JOANNA!

I am too tired to drive 6 hours. Wish me luck. I hate driving long distances.

In the mean time I will keep my chin up and move forward.

By the way...I conquered my ghosts last night.

Well.

I am kind of sad, people. I hate this long distance thing. 6 more months. IT SUCKS.

I know its not forever and I am probably just at a low point right now.

He is busy and I am kinda busy....This fieldwork isn't as INTENSE as my last one where I would go into work at 6, leave at 4, take a 2 hour nap, eat, then go to sleep. lol.

I will get over it, probably tomorrow.

I get to go home tomorrow. I can't wait to get a hug.

Love.

Yes siree!

My boyfriend is cute.
There I said it.

I am happy.

I am really enjoying my time here. I am lucky to have at least one friend in Baton Rouge. I think we are going to plantations in two weeks. I am on my own tomorrow because my supervisor has the day off. Wish me luck. I hope my groups go well. I am about to go running on a cardio trail I found yesterday. I want to be like Ashley and run 11 miles. lol. That may never happen, but I can dream can't I?

Cleaning the house, grocery shopping, walking the dog, paperwork. That is my day today.
Weeee!

Lata!

Long Distance.

I am getting used to being alone all the time. It's not that big of a deal, however I do get sad from time to time. I wish I could just teleport to Stephen or my friends. I wont forget about anybody. I promise.

movie.

I would like to see It's Kind of A Funny Story.

Where I work:

It is beautiful.

Please come visit me.

No time like the present.

To face some of my ghosts.
It will happen eventually.
Lets hope I can do some deep breathing and relaxation techniques.
It isn't about me anyway.
It's about love.
Love. Love. Love is all you need.

Truth.

It's not about making things centered around you. It's about enjoying the people your with and being in the company of good friend and good people.
Things may happen to you that you can't control. People may say and do awful things to you that take you years to get over. The truth is it does not matter. Forgive, and never forget. But while you are not forgetting remember to never lose your faith in people and yourself because of one bad egg. Not everyone is going to be a complete jerk. Keep your chin up and do your best to be someone better than they ever will be.

Ramblings of a once bitter girl.

End.

Boop

If I go to something I have to see someone that I have tried to never see again.

Why is it that you always have to see the people you want to avoid the most?

Darn it.

Wee!

New roommates moving in today for a week. :)

Cooking.

Tomorrow I will be cooking Turkey chili. I will let you know how it goes.
I went to Baton Rouge today to visit a friend from undergrad. I am really glad that I have someone here that is awesome to hang out with. I would probably go crazy with boredom. I am trying to exercise everyday and take the puppy for walks. I am also trying to drink water all the time.

I went to the top of the capitol building today. I was waiting for my friend to get off work and went up to the top by myself. It was very beautiful.

I hope I don't talk as much as this girl on How I Met Your Mother. Geez!