2. No sympathy.

Don't pity me.
My life is wonderful.
I am me and thats what I will always be.
Ya heard?

My night

I feel sooooooooo stupid!!
Gone with the Wind was playing at the Orpheum tonight. I missed out!
Rocky Horror Picture Show will be showing next friday if anyone wants to go.
Hockey season starts soon!
I love the Cardinals and Albert Pujols.
I watched the 3rd Mummy movie. It was kinda corny, but kept my attention. lol.
I didn't study one bit. Oh well.
Ate some peanut butter pie. Yum.


Thats about it.
:)

1.

I realized I am the girl in the movies in the background that you feel sorry for because she is alone and looking awkward.

Tired of the hum drum of my life.

How many times?

I really never know what to write about.
Really I don't think anyone hardly reads this thing. lol.
Ashley I need to add your new blog.
Ladies. I need to send you the 500 days of summer, but I can't until I work this weekend and make money to buy the cds. Sorry I am so slow on that.
I went to Chattanooga this weekend. Had a lot of fun.
Met a guy...
lol.
I won't get my hopes up though.
I am reconnecting with people I never thought I would ever again. No. Not that person. That person can really go to a special place where they can't hurt anyone ever again.
Tomorrow is friday. I am pretty excited about it.
I wish I could go on a trip to see friends instead of working, but you gotta do what you gotta do.
I want to go see Phantom of the Opera in St. Louis. Don't think it will happen.
I went out paddle boating with classmates today.
It was a blast.
That is all I have to say.

THanks.

Wondering.

Why didn't I come to Chattanooga for school?
Dumbass me.

Freak out.

I realized I am a bit dramatic about things.
I also realized that I am one of the meanest people I have ever met to myself.
I am always looking at my faults, always pointing them out. At the end of the day I don't give myself a pat on the back. Instead I say, wow self, you really blew that one. Or you had the entire day and you only got through one thing. Needless to say I act as though I hate myself, when I should love myself. No one else will until I figure out how I can.

Question

Why do you have to learn things by being embarrassed? Isn't there an easier way?