I cry at the drop of a hat.

Things are really getting me down lately. I don't understand why some people have to be so stupid. I don't understand why they can't see they are digging themselves into a hole until they are at the bottom looking up and saying "Hey! Get me out of here." Your problems are not my problems. I have enough as it is thank you. I have been crying at almost anything sad. Even Oprah makes me cry. I don't know what it is. I hope it stops. Maybe I am just being a girl. I don't know. School is winding down. We have a lot to do. I am nervous about fieldwork. I am really glad that I get to live with the soon to be Sheltons for three months of fieldwork. I hope I don't annoy them or make them hate me. I will be on my best behavior. I am glad I am living with friends the first Fieldwork because I get really homesick. It makes it easier when you have people around you that you love. Money is stressing me out. I only have $20 to my name and am now using a credit card to pay for expenses. I have been hearing my parents talk about how bad credit cards are for years that it makes me sick to my stomach that I have to use one. I will be responsible about it. I envy anyone that does not have financial problems. That is my little story of worries. Things are not bad. They are not perfect, but life is not perfect. I am still happy, I just get sad from time to time.

Now.

Time: 4:57 pm
Apple: Red delicious
Song: Soul Sista
Thoughts: On homework and pork steaks.
New Happenings:
I am in love with a Stephen.
I am graduating a year and a month from now.
I am bad to the bone.
Joanna and Mark get married two weeks from today.


Boop.

poop

Yeah I said it.

Oh what a week.

I had a presentation with my group this week. We had to create our own community-based program. We decided to do one that focuses on teen pregnancy and the infant mortality rate in Memphis, TN.

So we chose who would be in our groups and I went out on a huge limb...meaning I chose people outside of my usual group. It turned out we were the underdog group. lol. We were 4 girls who have never really taken up a leader role. People even told me they felt bad that all of us were in a group together. Who says that? So we had a lot to prove. There was some difficulty at first and we went through a storming phase. It was crazy for a little bit, but we got ourselves together and got the job done. At the end of our presentation our teacher complimented us on our efforts and said out of the 6 groups that presented we were the best. Seriously, my mouth dropped open.

I once said that I would never again get out of my comfort zone. This was a time when I thought we were going to fail miserably. Now I am saying I am so glad I did. I am proud of us. Very proud.

Always keep your wishful thinking and NEVER stay in your comfort zone. Even if you fail, it is better to take a risk than wonder what could have been. You also take more pride in your success because you truly deserve it and worked hard to earn it.

That's all I have to say about that.

Tornado season has begun.

And they better stay the hell away from me.

So...

Can someone please help me pick out a dress for a wedding I am attending on March 27.

And a dress to wear for Joanna's rehearsal dinner. And some shoes for the bridesmaid dress.

Help!

Thanks.

Cold, but getting warmer.

I am so ready for Spring.