Today Today.

good.

Life flashing before my eyes.

I swear to Buddha that PEOPLE CAN'T DRIVE in this city!
I was on my way to UK to observe acute care. I was happily driving when a bus decides to turn in front of me out of no where. I swerved into oncoming traffic to avoid it...almost causing a wreck. It shook me up really bad. I said a few choice words and thanked the heavens that I was ok.

Since then it has just been a crap day/ A-hole day.

There are too many people at the library and its annoying.

I am just in a pissed off mood.

bye.

And...I am making these.

And....

I love this man.

for the love of pete.

I seriously get along better with pleasantly crazy individuals.

I watched Eat. Pray. Love. last night.
At first I was wondering where the story was going to go. I was thinking ok...so you go on a long trip and poof! There is happiness. Naw...it's not that easy.

One thing that she said really stuck with me. I can't remember the exact quote but it was something like: "From failure and ruin comes transformation." I learned from that you can't be afraid to fail. You can't be so terried to make a mistake that you are stuck being a person you hate. I will admit I am a basket case at times. I need to learn to let the little things go and breathe once in a while.

I also learned that I like material things way too much. The only thing that is really worth having is the love of amazing people and to have the desire to do something with your life. Everything else is kind of insignificant. Sure, I want a nice house and nice things, but all of it is useless without someone to come home to or someone to call you and ask how you are doing from time to time.

I have seen people at their worst. I have seen people in the hospital who have cared so much about nonsense rather than spending time learning to love other people. It's those people who are left alone in their rooms waiting. It makes me sad and I do my best to look after them. I even try to find out their favorite past time and incorporate it into therapy. I want to make a difference and prove to people that it's never too late to love.

Today was a day like every day.

My parents left to go to Yellowstone.
My mom asked if I just wanted to ditch fieldwork and go with them. I was tempted, but I am even more tempted to do what my sis says and "Make this fieldwork my b*tch". haha.

I learned how to sew today. It is fun. Maybe one day I will get as good as my grandma.

I got a new ipod Shuffle because I lost mine. weee.

Tomorrow I am going to Louisville. All I gots to say is there better be cupcakes when I get there.

jk.

Bye.

Relaxing weekend.

I got into St. Louis last night. I got lost because my phone died and so did my GPS. I figured it out because I am resourceful. haha.

Today I get to see my parents. It has been two months.

I am half way done with my first fieldwork.

I am excited to move to Nashville in less than a year and live closer to the boyfriend.

He is coming with me on my next rotation for the first couple of days to Louisiana. We are going exploring.

I am excited to be around my family. They make me feel good about myself.

My Grandmas dog has been getting a lot of attention from me because I haven't seen one in quite some time.

I am stopping in Louisville on my way back. It should be a nice rest break from all the corn fields! haha.

Almost done with Lexington. I like it, but I don't think it's where I want to end up.

My sister is happier than she has ever been. I am happy for her. She deserves it after all the bullshit she has been through.

Good day to you.